{"quotes":[{"text":"Call it dysphoric mania, agitated depression, or a mixed state: nobody will understand anyway. Mania and depression at once mean the will to die and the motivation to make it happen. This is why mixed states are the most dangerous periods of mood disorders. Tearfulness and racing thoughts happen. So do agitation and guilt, fatigue and morbidity and dread. Walking late at night, trying to get murdered, happens. Trying to explain a bipolar mixed state is like trying to explain the Holy Trinity, three persons in one God: you just have to take it on faith when I tell you that the poles bend, cross, never snapping.","author":"Elissa Washuta","tags":["bipolar","bipolar-disorder","bipolar","depression","mania","mixed-emotions","mixed-state"],"id":26853,"author_id":"Elissa+Washuta"},{"text":"On such a night,’ I thought, ‘were ill and good,Bright and unlovely; precious, tawdry, All mingled into oneAnd pressed against my heart.","author":"Irene Hunt","tags":["feelings","mixed-emotions","poetry"],"id":51961,"author_id":"Irene+Hunt"},{"text":"Sometimes I'm in a mood like a Maths problem such as 'If you have 4 pencils and 7 apples, how many pancakes will fit on the roof? Purple, because aliens don't wear hats'.","author":"Anonymous","tags":["changing","confused","confusion","mixed-emotions","mixed-up","mood"],"id":351804,"author_id":"Anonymous"},{"text":"George was full of hatred. Of his own weakness and stupidity, of his magic, of the stubbornness and the pride of Beatrice and Marit, and, last of all, hatred of Dr. Gharn, who had started it all.But the hatred swayed to pity. Then to hopelessness. Then back to anger.Every once in a great while, he felt a moment of peace, usually when he caught a glimpse of Beatrice and Marit together. He loved them both in different ways. But that could not be.He turned away, and the cycle began again.","author":"Mette Ivie Harrison","tags":["anger","conflicting-emotions","despair","emotional-upheaval","hate","love","mixed-emotions","mood-swings","moody","vicious-circle"],"id":447759,"author_id":"Mette+Ivie+Harrison"},{"text":"Emma felt frightened, apprehensive, yes, but also elated and excited, her feelings all tumbled and mixed together like a stew of varied ingredients tossed into the same pot. She was aware of the blood coursing through her veins, the beat of her heart, the breath in her lungs. Was aware, too, of that clenched knot that hung in the pit of her stomach. This was what it was to be alive, to be at the edge, facing survival eye to eye, knowing, KNOWING, you would win.","author":"Helen Hollick","tags":["living","mixed-emotions","survival"],"id":479904,"author_id":"Helen+Hollick"}],"pagination":{"page":1,"page_size":10,"total":5,"pages":1}}