Live alone if staying together seems lifeless.

I love death because life hates me.

Habitual excuses for inactivity indicates little or no interest in what one ought to have done.

All of it was there but nothing had substance. It was as if they were all shadows, as if her leaving had taken the life out of the living things and left them shadows. He himself was a shadow.He felt no weight in his step, ,no sound to his voice, no solidity to his gestures. He forgot time. He felt the ache of a pain whose depth he could not fathom no whose end anticipate.

Powerless=lifeless.

A person without a purpose is a human being merely breathing because he does not know where he is, let alone knowing where he is going. Purposelessness is lifelessness.