{"quotes":[{"text":"She's been used to hiding her feelings for so long, no wonder her manner can be a little awkward.","author":"Sophie Kinsella","tags":["awkward","feelings","hide","hiding-feelings","manner"],"id":14896,"author_id":"Sophie+Kinsella"},{"text":"This was a new skill she'd acquired, the ability to look, to the outside world, utterly serene and even cheerful, while, in her skull, all was chaos.","author":"Dave Eggers","tags":["chaos","deceit","deception","faking","faking-being-happy","faking-happiness","faking-normal","hiding","hiding-feelings","hiding-the-truth","mind","pretend","pretend-happiness","pretending","pretending-it-s-okay"],"id":164266,"author_id":"Dave+Eggers"},{"text":"Um, well, I’ve been working out with Alex. Today just happened to be right after our workout,” Craig admits finally.“Really,” I say dripping with sarcasm. “And you failed to mention this earlier? You ran off so abruptly for your tryst. I should’ve suspected something illicit was occurring.”Alex erupts in laughter looking at Craig. “You didn’t tell her.","author":"Isabelle Joshua","tags":["caught-in-the-act","friendship","hiding-feelings","secrets","tryst"],"id":224384,"author_id":"Isabelle+Joshua"},{"text":"The moment when you realize no one understands, no one ever did, no one ever will.You were alone, you always will be.But may be, just may be, someone will look up to you someday. And when they do, remember to hide those tearful eyes, to smile and to say - 'look, life's so good.","author":"Sanhita Baruah","tags":["alone","hiding-feelings","life-positive","misunderstand","optimism","realization","someday","tears","understanding-oneself-and-others"],"id":282305,"author_id":"Sanhita+Baruah"},{"text":"What are you hiding? Is it something from others, or from yourself. Find your truth. The more you show up, the more you'll be found.","author":"Brittany Burgunder","tags":["courage-to-be-oneself","find-your-true-self","find-yourself","good-enough","hiding-feelings","hiding-from-the-past","hiding-our-inner-desires","hiding-the-truth","inner-self","life-lessons","show-up","think-about-it","vulnerability","you-are-loved"],"id":341904,"author_id":"Brittany+Burgunder"},{"text":"Everything does not happen for a reason. Believing this does not ease the pain for anyone. It hides it.","author":"RJ Blizzard","tags":["hiding-feelings","pain","reason"],"id":355092,"author_id":"RJ+Blizzard"},{"text":"Her head had turned quickly away...Not to hide her tears but to soften the fact of their absence.","author":"Gregory Maguire","tags":["crying","hiding-feelings","hiding-tears","not-crying","obsence-of-tears","tears"],"id":377873,"author_id":"Gregory+Maguire"},{"text":"I was finally tired of hiding behind bravado. My family had hurt me so many times that I had started to lie about my feelings to everyone. To Sarah. To Maddie. To Ethan. And to myself. I was like an iceberg, with ninety percent of my real feelings submerged so no one would know how vulnerable I truly felt. I lied so much, and so often, that even I didn’t know my true feelings anymore.","author":"T.B. Markinson","tags":["feelings","hiding-feelings","hurt"],"id":447538,"author_id":"T.B.+Markinson"},{"text":"Like a lot of people with mental illness, I spend a lot of time fronting. It’s really important to me to not appear crazy, to fit in, to seem normal, to do the things “normal people” do, to blend in. As a defense mechanism, fronting makes a lot of sense, and you hone that mechanism after years of being crazy. Fronting is what allows you to hold down a job and maintain relationships with people, it’s the thing that sometimes keeps you from falling apart. It’s the thing that allows you to have a burst of tears in the shower or behind the front seat of your car and then coolly collect yourself and stroll into a social engagement…We are rewarded for hiding ourselves. We become the poster children for “productive” mentally ill people, because we are so organized and together. The fact that we can function, at great cost to ourselves, is used to beat up the people who cannot function.Because unlike the people who cannot front, or who fronted too hard and fell off the cliff, we are able to “keep it together,” whatever it takes.","author":"S. E. Smith","tags":["crazy","defense-mechanism","emotional-pain","faking-normal","faking-well","fitting-in","hiding-feelings","keeping-it-together","mental-illness","mental-illness-stigma","pretending-to-be-ok","psychological-defense","putting-on-a-brave-face","stigma"],"id":474085,"author_id":"S.+E.+Smith"}],"pagination":{"page":1,"page_size":10,"total":9,"pages":1}}