{"quotes":[{"text":"His character would be blamed, loathed, discussed, and adored – but somewhere there, behind his mask of a hero, Cardew would remain faceless.Anonymous.","author":"Simona Panova","tags":["adore","adored","anonymous","behind","blame","blamed","cardew","character","discuss","discussed","faceless","gothic","hate","hero","heroic","hide","loathe","loathed","love","loved","mask","masked","mystery","pretend","pretending","romance","unknown","young-adult"],"id":7810,"author_id":"Simona+Panova"},{"text":"You can speak to me like you haven’t spoken even to yourself.","author":"Simona Panova","tags":["betray","betrayal","better","cardew","comfort","confess","confessor","freya","gothic","gothic-romance","honest","like","love","loyal","loyalty","me","nightmarish","nightmarish-sacrifice","relationship","relationships","romance","sacrifice","soothe","speak","suspense","talk","trust","trusting","trustworthy","truth","truthful","what-to-say","you","young-adult","yourself"],"id":42861,"author_id":"Simona+Panova"},{"text":"Don’t you have dragons to fight so that you started saving girls who don’t need it?","author":"Simona Panova","tags":["annoying","boy","boys","cardew","confidence","confident","dragon","dragons","female","females","freya","gentleman","girl","girls","help","helpful","intrusive","knight","knightly","love","loved","loving","male","males","man","men","play","playful","relationship","relationships","save","save-me","show-off","woman","women"],"id":89499,"author_id":"Simona+Panova"},{"text":"I was beginning to agree with the thesis that some truths were better off dead.And buried.","author":"Simona Panova","tags":["agree","buried","cardew","dead","death","freya","gothic","hidden","hide","lie","lies","lying","mystery","remain","romance","romantic","secret","secretive","secrets","suspense","truth","young-adult"],"id":115243,"author_id":"Simona+Panova"},{"text":"I can be anything – and nothing, and everything at the same time. 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The more you think of an imaginary problem, the more you feel as though it’s real –.","author":"Simona Panova","tags":["afraid","cardew","dread","fake","false","fantastic","fantasy","fear","freya","gothic","gothic-romance","horrified","horror","imaginary","imagination","imagine","imagined","lie","lies","love-story","mystery","nightmare","nightmarish","nightmarish-sacrifice","paranoia","paranoid","pretend","problem","real","reality","romance","sacrifice","scared","suspense","true","truth","young-adult"],"id":389996,"author_id":"Simona+Panova"}],"pagination":{"page":1,"page_size":10,"total":11,"pages":2,"next":"?page=2\u0026page_size=10"}}