{"text":"But I know that if I don't at least try, I'll stay the way I am till it kills me. Till I kill me, I mean. I never really accept that that's what I'm doing - I say it, but I don't believe it.","author":"Deborah Hautzig","tags":["anorexia","bulimia","eating-disorder","ednos","mental-illness"],"id":92203,"author_id":"Deborah+Hautzig"}