{"text":"I wake abruptly, my breath jagged and heart racing, my mouth stale, and I know immediately that's it. I'm awake. The more I want to be oblivious, the less I can be. Life and light will not let me be.","author":"Paula Hawkins","tags":["desperation","giving-up","life","loneliness","pain"],"id":21671,"author_id":"Paula+Hawkins"}