{"text":"I finally gave in today. Admitting that I haven't been able to do it alone, that's defeat right? But do a couple pills change why I'm here? Will my spirit be altered? Do my passions change? Will I lose hope either way? My madness is what makes me. It’s my most unique beauty.","author":"Crystal Woods","tags":["admitting","anxiety","beauty","change","confused","defeat","defeated","doctors","drugs","giving-in","hormonal","losing-hope","lost","madness","medication","panic","passions","perfection","pills","prescriptions","for-women","sadness","troubled","unique"],"id":191294,"author_id":"Crystal+Woods"}